Tired

Ever been so tired that, with every blink, you feel as if you might fall asleep?

Whilst sitting upright? And typing?!

That is how tired I am at this very moment.

And I want to stay up and write and stare at the Christmas tree and listen to Christmas music and write some more because this is my last night to spend alone in 8 or 9, but I am afraid I just cannot do it.

: (

Solitude can be overwhelming until you realize your time alone is limited.

Speaking of time: Why does it seem as if there is never, ever enough?